Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas! I put an exclamation on that just because. I am really not feeling the holiday spirit this year. Usually I get excited as Christmas gets closer, but this year I could really care less. Depressing? Yeah I know. I am actually excited to see Elias with his presents.
I think not being able to get the gifts I want to get for people is depressing me. In the past I have always had the money or resources to get the gifts, but this year is different.
This all sounds like I am grinched out and moody. But I am not. There is feelings of sadness because I can’t do what I want, but I am excited to see other people and their reactions.
*NOTE: Sorry for the lack of updates. I think I am going to post select chapters from my personal journal…just to fill in the blank gaps.